Originally Posted by
MantaLady 
Thanks Dee. I don’t want to waste these services time when there are people in real need of help. My problem is self inflicted and I chose to make it worse. I chose a drink, I am totally responsible for all this and if I made different choices everything would be ok. But I make stupid and bad choices, it’s all on me. I can’t in all good faith carrying on wasting other people’s time with something I should be able to fix, in fact something only I can fix. x
It's one thing to make bad choices but another to beat yourself up over it or decide you're not worthy of support Manta.
That kind of negative low self esteem thinking makes it a lot easier to go back to a drink.
You;re a good kind person who's helped many out here and will do so again
Hate the addiction not the addicted
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