I took a good honest unrelenting look at myself and the man I had become. The results were painful and hurt, but they pushed me to to deconstruct my ego in order to rebuild on a more solid foundation based on the practice of honesty, humility, acceptance, courage, compassion, forgiveness and self-discipline. This proved to be the impetus needed to start me on the pathway to positive behavioral change, emotional well-being and spiritual growth. Which in turn has resulted in freedom, peace, and serenity. I am finally comfortable in my own skin, with being me and with life.
Long story short, I worked the twelve steps of AA. I don't believe it is the only way to recovery, but it was the way that finally worked for me.