Thanks for the support. I went to an 11:00 High Nooners and again a 5:30 Happy Hour meeting today. I am trying to work the steps this time, and it is indeed a humbling experience. I haven't mentioned the orientation thing during a meeting so far, it's probably not the thing to talk about there.
Anyway, I'm trying to approach this is a humble way this time and work out what I need to work out. Thanks for listening. This space feels safer than a live meeting.
I'm washing the dishes each night and trying to make sure I bring enough to the table in this marriage. It's not easy, but I'm OK with that. It's worth it.