Hey there, Tank. It is really good to see you.
I don't really have any great advice because I'm not really sure what you are asking. Do you want to quit drinking? I know I don't have any good advice for moderated drinking. I tried to do that for a very long time and was never successful. I got to where I didn't have to drink everyday, but when I did drink, it was off to the races. I can also tell you that for me, there is no comparison between life as a drunk and life sober. I still have problems, sure, but they are nothing compared to the mayhem in my life when I was drinking.
Anyway....mostly just wanted to let you know I am glad you are back. I hope you will stick around this time.