That's not going to stop people giving you advice, encouragement - and the occasional nudge, Jeff.
Everyone one of us wanted to wake up one morning with the job done - no more desire to drink, no need for psychotherapy or any massive changes in our life.
for me, it was a continuing process with a lot of hard work.
I know you're not scared of hard work Jeff - but you have to admit the problem, admit the solution....and pick up the shovel.
You can do it. Do it now.
D