Hello all. I would just like to say that I am here and not going anywhere this time around. I had moved to LA then to SD all for getting sober (doing geographic after geographic) and all it did was lead me back to where I grew up and using all over again! Most recently, my dad passed away after New Years Day. Now, I am about two weeks sober. This is the longest I have been sober since October. I also want to mention that after 90 days clean and sober I got into a relationship with an active addict and we even got engaged (insanity right) ? Well needless to say our relationship was the demise of my sobriety....Now, I am back in my hometown wanting to be anywhere but here BUT I know running just is not the answer anymore. I can and will stay sober where I am. It is good to be back on here after so long. Now, I will try to make the most of the tools offered here on this site and will post as much as I can.