Hey man better late than never you can do this. In my case I lost everything.marriage job.house hey what better excuse to booze right? Eeeeh wrong! Big time . So 263 days ago I threw the towel in. Yes us boozers are stubborn and can put up a good fight . But it got old I gave up. Best desision I ever made. My life is much better . but the damage is done for me. All I can do is move forward and just make that a memory. A life lesson if you will. ✌