I feel like addiction is addiction. Crack, meth, opioids, booze...whatever.
I feel resentment all the time. It is sort of a go to negative feeling every day. All day long I ride this see saw of emotions. Content, happy, sad, angry. It cycles all day.
I am aware and use coping thoughts and physical activities to make things feel better.
When I am struggling, like a dung beetle, to lift some heavy weight, I have little thought of the frustration I have with my weird boss.
My mom is a jw.
Her whole life is in jw lock down oversight. Every time I talk to her she has to tell her hubby. She says it is not that she has to, but she wants to. But really, she has to.
If a person needs meds, they need them. i take lisonpril and moringa. Without them, I go through detox. They seem to help me live better.
Hope something here helps a little.
Thanks.