I am Day 15. I once, years ago, quit for 13 years. About 4 years ago quit for 6 months. As noted by others, each time I have gone back to drinking, it has been worse, much much worse. This was the first time I could not do it on my own, no matter how long and hard I tried, had to go to detox.
So, kudos to you for getting right back to working on a plan, going back to people and places where you can find support. You sound so ready to be done with drinking, and I know you can do it. I’m ne to posting here, but the support on this site is awesome. I know for me, now, checking here daily, whether I post or not, is a great way to stay grounded.