I drank last night. I didn’t do anything embarrassing or that I am cringing about. But I still am not going to convince myself that I can handle my alcohol. I got lucky and I’m not trying to see what happens next time. Although I feel like I keep struggling. I’m not perfect but I really going to keep trying. The more I post the more I feel like I’m not trying to brush my drinking under the carpet. Before I would post and then try to forget what happened and let enough time pass over and do it again!!!! Just needed to post to keep myself accountable.