Hi and welcome Louise
Support made a big difference for me - I hope it will for you too.
Getting all your weed and assorted paraphenalia out of the house and thrown away is a good start I think.
It won't be pleasant and you may think about rooting through your bin a few times but its a start.
There's also some links at the top of the forum.
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ful-links.html (Recovery Toolbox - helpful links) https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...hout-weed.html (Reasons Life is Better Without Weed)
Not sure on where you stand with meeting based things like Marijuana Anonymous or SMART Recovery but if its in your town, that could be another line of defence.
I smoked for 30 years and quit - if I can do it anyone can - you're gonna be ok Louise
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