Originally Posted by
Newbeginning421 
Have no insurance but manage to have been spending over 1000 a week on drugs and alcohol pretty crazy isn't it
I agree.
There comes a time for many of us when the choice to pursue treatment is no longer ours to make. When we no longer care that we're killing ourselves by the way we live our lives, and things rapidly get much worse than even really bad, it's also the best of all possible outcomes.
I still cannot recall a single person who got sober telling me that they stopped because they were afraid of the unwanted consequences of their drinking as described by someone else.