I would hydrate and eat clean. Once the physical subsides, the mental took over.
That is when the permanent brain damage shown through.
It was hell on earth. Pretty much certifiable insanity.
Not many make it out unless they mob up. This is my crew.
My other crew is down the street at the local AA meeting.
I can find strength on YouTube as well by searching for addiction success stories etc.
We addicts obsess over addiction. Non drinkers find it rediculous.
Actives are in denial.
We will crave for life. Decades can pass and the thought of shot of JD will always be a consideration.
I am heavily kindled and expect a relapse will send me over the edge of sanity. Don't need that.
Thanks.