Originally Posted by
Stable 
I have some support with a mental health professional.
I also have this site. Some recovery books also I will find helpful.
I cant understand why I have been unable to stay sober for more than 3 days.
If I achieve nothing else in my life but to stay sober then I will consider myself blessed.
You can't stay sober because you are an alcoholic. Can you call this mental health professional when you decide you are going to drink? Also have you tried a support group where you can get a phone number of someone to call? I really think being able to call someone would at least give you a fighting chance.