Originally Posted by
anxiousrock 
Sorry to hear you had a bad day. I hope you can work through it without alcohol. A meeting would be a good idea, or maybe something like painting? I know that helps me de-stress
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thanks anxiousrock. I don’t do AA, so going on to SR is sort of my version of a meeting/reaching out for help. I feel better having vented here. Thank you all for listening. I’m furious at myself that I had a moment of weakness. I know I won’t drink now, though. I DO want to, however. Not because of a craving. But because I just miss that feeling of being drunk. Plain and simple. I want to sit and get wasted. It’s been 245 days and I miss it. So shoot me.