Welcome aboard Sunny. I’m 54, have a good job too, and have drank pretty much every day for 15 years. I finally jumped in and registered this fall. I’m at that point in my life where I’ve decided the hangovers and the wasted evenings drinking to get numb is enough. I’m at a point in my life where I want to see what I can be like not hungover every morning, and not drunk every night.
If I can do this, so can you. Take it a day at a time, and you’ll figure out the reasons why you drink as it comes. Could be like me you’re hiding from your past, or sometimes bored, or some other reason.
You’re in a good place here.