Well tomorrow I start my new job. It is located in a quaint town with a lot of pretty lights and pubs. I also leave work about "lunch time"
while training. I need to stay vigilante. I need to remember the raw pain.
I have a lot of responsibilities to tend to. Cleaning vacant apartment.
(white rug is a mess) giving back keys- lost a set they lent me
Still go on the portal and work out paying back the last month rent.
I have not had much cash on me which has been helping me tremendously (sad) I have a little Christmas $ but I need to get some items I have run out of. NO DRINKS.
Just posting out my fears and concerns. When I first started posting all I had was a ride to a meeting and one dollar. My world is opening up a little bit and I am scared. I need to remember the pain and most important this commitment to myself.
Thank you for support