I also went back & read some of your previous threads. While reading them I thought you should be re-reading your own threads. As is the same for me, your past threads aint pretty.
When is enough going to be enough for you? I understand deep emotional & physical bonds - I had the same. But where does this all end for you (not him).
Do you need to end up in jail along with him for a year or two? He's a drug addict & dealing drugs. Over the years, hes been in jail numerous times so obviously he aint the sharpest tool in the shed. When does your luck run out. I am very serious & hope you consider the possible numerous heavy duty consequences of being with this guy.
Get whatever help you need to get past this guy. You've been through enough of his mess. I don't think your story with him will have a happy ending.
Please take care.
PS everything I said to you above ive considered for myself & my situation. Just insert the word she for he.