It's mostly irritating as hell because I already went through this 18 months ago and I moved and got a new job and have been happy but then I just let him back in after all that thinking I had a newfound control over the situation. A new boundary around my heart but...how foolish of me. I'm back to being sad over this hole. Doesn't help that I'm 27 and single and all the men around me are not eligible. Not saying this guy is either, clearly, but it is so easy to fall back into it with him.