Originally Posted by
NessunDorma 
I took up running, in part as an outlet for my neurotic/obsessive/addictive streak, in part as a sort of camoflage for declining drinks, as if my alcoholism wasn't obvious to all. It was around this time of year, I was going to tell people it was a New Years health kick, although I actually stopped just before Christmas.
Funny, but I think that was the response I've been half forming in my mind in preparation for holidays next week. Whatever works, right?
I can't imagine ever having the nerve to just boldly say, "I can't drink because it's killing me." I'm so accustomed to always having a secret or three working under the surface at all times. So keeping my not-drinking under wraps feels safe. I'm buying new running shoes tomorrow, so it's good cover lol.
Thanks for story and the inspiration to get out the door! And congrats on raising a sober child!