Originally Posted by
Wastinglife 
I really hope I get it this time because that was complete mental torture that I never experienced before.
Welcome back WL. What exactly do you hope you "get"? For one, hope won't get you sober by itself. You of course need to take action. Also, you don't get unlimited do-overs on this. "This time" could indeed be your last chance - since you were here last we've had news of more than one individual who died as a result of their choice to keep using/drinking.
What exactly would you ask of us this time around - we'd love to help but you need to give us some indication of what it is you are trying to accomplish.