Hawkeye your posts are pretty spot on. I’m getting a lot of outside pressure to do the impossible and I really gotta ask myself who am I and who is it I wanna be and what are my limits. Early on I told everyone like you suggest that my sobriety is at steak maybe they need a reminder. I’m not gonna lie I’ve had some really difficult cravings and temptations lately and it’s scarring the crap out of me.