I know I am alittle disappointed about my sponsor, but other than that I feel I let them down. The one lady always tells me I am to hard on myself, this last year has sucked out the little confidence I did have. I didnt try to explain it all but would be forever. Quit my job due to ongoing issues, wsib denied stress claim( they are in no way there to help employee), my ex bosses lied in paper work for wsib, got a lawyer, ended up settling frustration of contract. Currently on Ontario works but waiting on decision about longterm disability . Other than sponsor, I only had phone numbers of 2 other ladies. One of the lives very close to me and we had been going to meeting together sometimes and texting. The last week she knew I was struggling, I assume she is frustrated or disappointed with me. She stopped answering my texts and haven't heard from her. She had said to me one time that once I got some sober time others would see that I want to try.