Good post Michaelj.
I thought I was a closet drinker to, guess what - nope. I had a couple of months this summer that I was away on business and I would "drunk dial" my hubby and swear I wasn't drinking. Um hello, I'm a totally different person when I'm drinking, he knew. But he is very supportive of me now and edye, I'm sure if you come clean with your husband he'll support you too. You need to tell him what you've been doing so you're actually held accountable for your actions. Good luck edye, you're not alone in this
Kathy