Why the guilt?
I feel guilty because even though he's stopped drinking for the past 4 months, I still feel done with the relationship. I told him 2 years ago it needed to change but nothing changed until this summer when I said I was done. I know if I don't continue moving forward with the divorce, he will eventually feel like he can start drinking again. I know it, so why the guilt?
Every fiber of me does not want to go through this process, but I know I have to. I am meeting with the paralegal who is helping me with my paperwork tonight. My plan is to have him served the first week of January, after my daughter goes back to college.