Hi Edye, Glad you are here, SR is a great place for support and information.
Drinking "on the road" I remember the nightmare. Waking up in the hotel room not quite remembering the end of the eve and thinking no one noticed how much I drank, I believed that for years.
Sad part was no matter how many mints I took everyone could smell it a mile away, it turned out for me that the only one who didnt know how much I was drinking was me.
Recognizing a problem and being at SR is a great start, throw it out when you get home, another step forward, life will get better each day.
Take Care and look forward to seeing you here