A book that I can highly recommend for you is the AA big book...it has some amazing recovery stories in it and a lot of useful medical info as well... you can buy it on amazon.com or see it on the internet, just type in big book AA online into google and it will come up.
Take it from there! And keep posting! We are all in the same boat and recovery is possible you'll see it from many inspirational people here!
Cathy31
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