Hi there and welcome to SR
You have made the first step by recognising that you have a problem, and reaching out for help.
I was unable to get sober alone, because once I had put it down, ( which i couldn't do alone either) I was left with ME and I had no idea who I was. i still had my insecurities, and defects which had been a good excuse to drink in the past.
I chose AA as my method of recovery, because not only did the folks there support me when I was trying to NOT DRINK, but AA also gives me thwe tools to live a HAPPY sober life
Good Luck to you
HUGX
Lee