ok....thanks, I'm a bit slow sometimes. LOL
I didn't know if bluemoon was implying I should go to AA. I've started going to Alanon meetings but I haven't gotten the courage to talk at any of the meetings I've attended. But it feels good just to listen to other people describe the mistakes they have made and how they have applied the steps to their lives. Maybe one day I will feel confident enough to speak.
I'm nervous about tonight.