Originally Posted by
Nd819 
SparkleKitty, I definitely need help. I have toyed with Alanon and have put it off, maybe because I am not ready to face the reality of my situation? It all just feels like such a punch in the gut.
That's because it IS a punch in the gut. But it's definitely not waters you have to swim alone. I think you *are* ready to face the reality of the situation if you are posting here about, you just have to find a small bit of courage to take the next right step.