I’m in the ER. Was having late breakfast with hubby when I felt like I suddenly just needed to leave. Getting up and walking out led to chest pain, pounding heart, intense pressure in my head (Im assuming my bp shooting up), dizziness and shortness of breath. Total heart attack panic. I’m so sick of this. I’ve been to so many ers and doctors since quitting, I feel like a crazy person, it just doesn’t seem worth it anymore. And if this is all anxiety, I took a 10mg Librium this morning when I usually take 5. I can’t get this under control. I already told my husband we’re stopping for a bottle of wine when we leave here. Total tug of war between wanting it and not, wanting it is starting to win.