Day 27 at an end.
I think it's safe to say that I'm white knuckling at this point. My mind keeps thinking about "once you reach 30 days." As if I'll reward myself. The mantra of one day at a time applies here. I'll need to be very mindful/present when getting through day 31, which is a Saturday so temptations will likely be high.
I'll post. About two years ago I made it to 30 days and some change. Meaning it's been two years since I've had 30 days sober. I need to get beyond this barrier. Part of it is the mental barrier of saying "forever" instead of 30 days, 60 days, etc. I haven't renounced it all the way. I don't know if that will help or put immense pressure on me.
So one day at a time it is.