Wow, ditto to what you all have posted. Ewww, sex with AH, not likely. He totally grosses me out when he is drinking - actually it is getting to the point where he grosses me out all the time. I used to be able to overlook the drinking, but as his disease has progressed....... I can count on one hand how many times we’ve been close since I got pregnant with the baby and she is almost nine months old now so I guess that makes about 18 months. Pretty sad to be missing out on one of the great pleasures of life isn’t it? Ah, but I have my memories : )