Originally Posted by ReadyAtLast

Hi everyone. It is with a heavy heart and full of shame I'm back again.Been thinking of posting for ages but it's just so embarrassing the same old promises which I then break.

Nice to see some familiar names SBTS, Linners, Citrus, Jim, Strawberry but sorry we are all back at the beginning again. Though maybe that's the wrong way of looking at it. At least we are not giving up. It seems so easy to just give up and keep drinking -I feel I cannot beat this. But I can't keep drinking. It is killing me, physically I look awful, mentally I'm a mess, time is just flying by in a haze and I'm not living my best life.

Day 2 coming to a close, feel rotten but sober.