Honesty is really the best policy....tell your doctor...you need to share that with him/her and he/she can help you as well as help you with your anxiety. If you're afraid to be honest and open with your doctor tell yourself "I can do this"...you are courageous to come here and be honest with us...so take it one step further and be honest with your doctor. Most doctors I know will respect your honesty and not judge you...If you can tell us, you can tell your doctor.