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Old 10-27-2019, 02:14 PM
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snitch
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Hi 3trees...I remember you from April's!! Welcome back. I often wondered what happened to past Apriler's. What I have learnt from my previous attempts at quitting and then trying to moderate etc is that I just cannot. Lol. Today I completely accept that I cannot drink moderately or safely and after 18 months sober, yes as DriGuy posted, my brain can still yearn for that euphoric high nut I have to quickly remind myself that for the very short time that high will last, there will be up to 10 tens plus the misery, guilt, despair etc. I don't ever want to feel the way I did 18 months ago. My life is so much better for getting rid of tbe poison. You are back where you belong!!

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