Al34, I feel like this a bit lately and I am roughly the same time in as you. I think that it is just an indicator that I am getting alright. Now I have a bit of time under my belt (and more time on my hands with not drinking) I am starting to question what I want from life. I think that is okay and part of the journey. When I am ready I will make some changes, but it is always a process. First I bitch about things and then I make changes. That said, I do also know that I need to be vigilant when I start to bitch - I think I heard the term 'stinking thinking' somewhere. I sent myself off into the gratitude forum earlier as a pre-caution.
