Thank you all for your replies and support, I have a month or so before my appointment so in the meantime I am feeling motivated to learn what I can do to help myself get better. It is such a struggle and tiring putting up a "happy" face and "content" attitude for my husband, he doesnt deserve the mopie attitude that I tend to resort to. I try hard to put down the computer and pay attention to what he is saying, pretending to care and interact, making life easier for me, I know that is not the answer to my depression but it is what is working for me at the moment until I get my brain sorted out and on the right path.
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