Thanks guys, and its hard to think that there is anyone new out there for me (@least not for now), as I considered this guy to be a love of my life (and apparently, I was his too). But now I wonder what of what he said was actually true- as he was real quick to turn his back on our relationship as soon as his drinking was somehow endangered!? After we were already about to get married (with the set date, invitations sent and everything)😞