I was reading backwards again and after I posted I found I had missed a whole page. I love it when everyone posts.
I miss our missing people, too. I hope they check in soon.
When I was constantly relapsing it was very hard to come back and post after I drank. I saw others doing well, and in my alcohol hazed mind it seemed like my posts would just be a downer for them. But now I see that being able to come here and be honest, and get support, is a powerful tool for stopping the cycle.
Sorry for going on, I meant to just come back and say Welcome Daria!
Quit, I'm with you though on focusing on recovery and letting the rest fall in as it will. I'm working on my life and my surroundings now that I have a few weeks, but part of my plan is not to get overwhelmed or over tired.
See you all soon!