Hey Missy
Well done for getting 9 days and reclaiming your life back.
In AA, Step 12 is "carry the message to other alcoholics" STEP 12. There are 11 steps before that that we take to work on ourselves before that. So it is ok. Just do what YOU have to do for yourself to keep you sober.
For what it is worth, you have really helped this alcoholic today. I have 17 months of sobriety and I was in London yesterday and alcohol was all around and my head was telling me it was ok to drink! I mean, it was really on me and thank God I was with my sister who supports me and for my Higher Power because I felt very close to drinking and posts like yours remind me of the hell I was in 17 months ago so thank you for sharing
🙏❤🙏❤