Hi Missy,
I’m sorry you are struggling right now, but nine days is much better than zero. Post and read if that’s what is helping you right now, use this site however it best supports your recovery.
That sober time will start to build up again, and once you have some more time you may want to reply to others posts. For now focus on you. Why don’t you join the September 2019 class, and also the October 2019 class once it starts. Also, check in every day in the 24 hour thread, it will help.
You can do this!