Hi Sweeti,
Glad the lunch went well.
So what will you do to keep on with this? It's normal to feel a little bit crazy in early sobriety. I'm afraid that your fear will drive you back to drink. Lean on us. Go to AA. Please don't try to do this alone.
I'd really recommend coming here and posting whatever thoughts come into your head. You can't make too many threads! People can help talk you through anything you're struggling with. Get new perspectives.
Please keep up with this new momentum. Sobriety has a lot to offer.
Wishing you all the best today.