Ezra
Wish i could send you some virtual pill to take that pain away. Wishing you sone direction and focus to navigate this mess. Like all who messaged you i have discovered all the crazy stuff he is spouting is nothing but theatrics...nothing of value can be extracted from it. Someone on this site once told me, with an alcoholic, more will be revealed. And it is true, just wait...it comes. And in the meantime if you wait for it, get caught up in it, believe it, you hurt yourself. People on here say it all the time, look after you, ir focus ob YOU, believe that...eventually it kicks in...took me a long time to understand the power of doing just that...and i have a long way to go. Good luck ezra, hugs