I thought for sure by now I'd feel amazing. But my energy seems lower than when I'm drinking? Last weekend I did pretty well not WANTING to drink, but last night was very hard. If my husband would have said "lets have a drink" I may have given in. That makes me really sad.
I reached out to a long time friend yesterday about all this and to my surprise she is going thru the same thing!? We have so much in common and she said she's never spoke about her drinking either. To the outside world this woman is like a super hero, amazing family and sons.
Really hoping to find some strength to get thru this second weekend sober. I know it needs to come from me. I'll be here and reading my books all day......