I started the steps and my first step floored me. I didn't realize how much I had affected others, hurt myself and was an "alcoholic" until I saw it down on paper.
The way I see it, I am SO SO SO lucky to be able to have this opportunity to search so deeply.
But, AA is not for everyone and there are many ways and resources to get and stay sober. I found that diving into the AA community has kept me from drinking and I am eager to find out more about it!
We cannot judge anyone's thoughts or opinions and if you are sober, I am happy for you.