Thanks for coming to visit us here at SR.
We hope you get sober and stay.
You are very open-minded about your drinking.
For most of us, we had to be faced with dire consequences before we sought help.
For me, I went through treatment, matriculated into AA and have been an active member ever since - a pretty good while.
You may want to evaluate the various methodologies, plans and programs for getting sober and pursue whichever one you choose.
We sure hope you hang around here with us, amigo.