Welcome and well done for posting. Yep, I started changing my life when I realised that I needed to DO something about things that were bothering me rather than just continue to let them bother me. That has made everything a lot better, I don't always get it right, but I am more in charge of myself and where I am going now, more the person I want to be.
I pray for you that you will keep doing things to help yourself.
AA might be ok, you won't know if you don't go and it can't hurt, everyone there will understand your issues. It is hard to do this on your own and the help might make all the difference to you.
Good on you for posting, keep doing stuff, there is heaps to read
love brigid
