Originally Posted by
MJ1987 
Thanks all!! I really appreciate the advice.
Honestly I wish i could stay on a low dose to answer those who asked but I am trying to get into this secondary stage treatment centre (and unfortunately its the only one like it in my geographical area where I can see my son
) and they require i test negative for all drugs including benzodiazepines to go there.
Ah! I totally understand this because I let a girl stay with me who was prescribed MANY drugs...I tried to take her to a place to rebuild her life..its called AMOS house..here in Providence Rhode Island...they take in people addicted to drugs and help them live...find new jobs...apartments....
They would not take her because she refused to stop Riddilin (prescribed) and then one day she "caved" her life was at such a bottom she decided to stop to get in that program.
I wish you the best in that program...and you are amazingly brave to do all of this for your son....because you are suffering...but still trying to do this for your son....that is admirable.