That’s awful Sunshine. I’m very glad you feel comfortable coming and sharing here.

We can’t say for sure what is causing your problem, but could we all agree that drinking alcoholicly isn’t helping? When we are drinking like we do so many of our systems are affected. In fact, alcohol is the only drug that effects 10 systems in the body. Do yourself a favor and put the bottle down. We know that it is so hard to get through a day without drinking, but isn’t it hard to get through life while drinking? Aren’t you tired? Hasn’t it been enough?

I can’t imagine the pain and sadness of caring for your mom in her condition, but the drinking isn’t making things better, it’s actually, as you seem to be aware of, making it worse. Your mood suffers, your health, your everything.

Do something kind for yourself and stop pouring poison into your body. And please stick around.